Voice to My Thoughts!!!

It is not usual for me to go to vegetable market, but that was a different day for me. Mom asked me to bring some fruits and two or three vegetables from the market while returning to home. I didn’t like that work but it was raining outside, and I couldn’t say no. While returning home, I stopped by to buy the listed items. I was standing nearby one vegetable vendor who was selling vegetables on the footpath. Suddenly, the rain started falling heavily. He didn't have any roof on him. I stretched my hands back to cover head with a hat of raincoat, but something I heard that halted my action for a second. “What will happen to the people who don’t have a piece of plastic to cover their children from rain? God help them.” His wife ran with some plastic piece to protect her child from rain who was suffering from fever. Those were words of concern of his wife, for others. That incident shook something inside me; it reminded me of a letter I had read when I was in sixth g

        The wounds you gave me, they still hurt,         but I choose not to cry now.         The hole you left in my heart cause pains,         but I choose not to feel it anymore now.         The eyes you used to watch in, still cries         but I choose not to show it out now.         The lips which used to lock with yours, now dries,         but I choose not to share love now.         The messages we shared, I still read,         but I choose to destroy them all.         The way you used to look at me, still flashes,         but I choose not to miss you now.         The first picture we took together, I still see,         but I choose to tear it now.         The track where we used to walk, I still remember,         but I choose to eschew walking out that way now.         The memories we built are still strong,         but I choose to fade it out now.         I choose to do all these things every day,         but every time

At every moment I questioned myself Why me? Why me? Why me? Then an inner voice popped out Because my friend you deserve to be See how my own voice treats me Without you!!! The moment you left me alone Tears have become my best friend Always rests with me Like you used to be Life has become dolorous Without you!!! Now only one wish to be fulfilled Want a person to end this pain Want a person to decapitate me Because there’s no life for me Without you!!!

I miss those days we lived together I miss those hours we talked together I miss those minutes we laughed together I miss those seconds we build memories together I miss those moments, in which we lived life together Even after not a single call in last four years, My heart still misses you, to live rest of the life together. P.S. : This image doesn't belong to me.

             She looked up to say something.              “You…,” she was holding tears back, couldn’t say further,              She forgot where we were,              She cut the distance between us,              Sun was shining, and sky was smiling              Just like her,              She came closer and closer,              Until I could sense heavily pumping heart of her,              She wrapped hands around my neck,              I held her from waist,              And it happened,              We kissed.

                   Saying just “sorry” doesn’t heal the wounds in the heart,                    you actually need to treat her best to heal it.                    Saying just “sorry” doesn’t erase the hurt,                    you actually need to be there with her to console.                    Saying just “sorry” doesn’t stop the tears,                    you actually need to be there to wipe it.                    Saying just “sorry” doesn’t delete painful memories,                    you need to create more beautiful memories just to weaken the painful.                    Saying “sorry” doesn’t restore promises that are constantly broken.                    You actually need to win her trust on you.                    Saying just “sorry” doesn’t mean anything anymore,                    if you keep doing what you are always saying sorry for,                    you actually need to change. And if you don’t change,                    saying “sorry” wo

Answering simplest question is most difficult sometimes, or I should say many times when it’s about life. When it comes to life, most of us fails to explain, and she had said, “I’ll explain.” She was my love, my life, she is, and always she will be. Allow me to ask you a simple question. Have you ever thought about death? We all have a busy schedule in this fast life but go ahead and give a chance to this question, take a moment and really think about it. It’s hard to imagine may be, but picture yourself in the hospital, laying on the nursing bed covered with a white sheet, relatives are around you, but you search for only one face, which matters the most, your love, whom you are used to calling your life. When you can’t catch a glance of that face in the room full of people, you drop the hope of living because your life is not with you. The person you love most is not with you. Just picture yourself in this kind situation, knowing that you have a few more days to live now, ju