You are the gist of my life

        The wounds you gave me, they still hurt,

        but I choose not to cry now.

        The hole you left in my heart cause pains,

        but I choose not to feel it anymore now.

        The eyes you used to watch in, still cries

        but I choose not to show it out now.

        The lips which used to lock with yours, now dries,

        but I choose not to share love now.

        The messages we shared, I still read,

        but I choose to destroy them all.

        The way you used to look at me, still flashes,

        but I choose not to miss you now.

        The first picture we took together, I still see,

        but I choose to tear it now.

        The track where we used to walk, I still remember,

        but I choose to eschew walking out that way now.

        The memories we built are still strong,

        but I choose to fade it out now.

        I choose to do all these things every day,

        but every time I fail when I try,

        because I know, one day, you will realize,

        how much I cared for you, how much I loved you,

        On that day, I will have you, again,

        maybe that day will take a long time to come,

        but I had promised to give you myself,

        each minute of my life is for you,

        I’m gonna miss you, but I’ll wait for you,

         because it’s still beating for you.